Ocean

Where is the sun? Its cold down here

without your heat keeping it clear

the things inside of me I fear

are loose and reckless

You left in such a big hurry

just cast me back into the sea

set all your sails on the same journey

the need, the need, the need, the need!

And im leaving now but I wont tell

you anymore than you need to know

Guess I’ll just see you in hell

Abused and lost, a sea at home

a restless shore, some skin and bones

a lock thats picked inside of me

a wave to ride, at home a sea

And its you that froze time to the shore

A tired god sick of the lore

it was a laugh, at times a roar

sometimes some faith, and nothing more

And everything will be just fine

Im slipping out the back door

Goodbyes are just to hard to fake

and I dont want to anymore

I am taking all the time I need

to truly sit and let it bleed

the things I'm finding inside me

would leave ya guessing

So remind me dear why I'm alive

not simply struggling to survive

Im sitting here beside my self

and no ones listening

It doesnt matter whats on my mind,

even if its you sometime

Im traveling all the fucking way

across the ocean.